Post by BIANCA MATTHEWS on Feb 16, 2010 3:13:28 GMT -5
``BIANCA ISABELLA MATTHEWS
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LITTLE ANGEL GO AWAY
Cher ADMIN,
Bonjour! What a fancy meeting you here. My name is Bianca, but the life I wish to lead would have to be Bianca Matthews. Seriously, she is the coolest. And it just so happens that I have 21 years on the wall of my life. I know. How cool. And what a coincidence, that you can contact me by PM. Well, au revoir.
De,
Bianca
I'M SO WEAK AND POWERLESS OVER YOU
full name;; bianca isabella matthews
nickname;; b, matthews
birth date;; november 2nd
age;; 16
year;; 6th
house;; Slytherin
LITTLE ANGEL GO AWAY
hair color;; Dark brown
eye color;; Chocolate brown
height;; 5'5''
weight;; 120
clothing style;; Sometimes she'll dress to fit the situation (though she prefers to keep away from actual dresses) otherwise it's just whatever she grabs, whether it goes together or not.
skin type;; Somewhere in between pale and tan.
defining characteristics;; Various scars from when she was younger, and a chinese dragon matching Kara's on her ribcage.
played by;; Eliza Dushku
COME AGAIN SOME OTHER DAY
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dislikes;;
hobbies;;
Drawing.
Reading.
Hurting feelings.
hopes/dreams/aspirations;;
habits/quirks;;
flaws;; she's a bitch? She has a very short temper which gets her into trouble, and she has trouble trusting anyone.
favorite memory;; As odd as it may be, Bianca's favorite memory is letting herself have real friends. Of course she didn't fully trust them, but she did to some extent. Which was a nice (and somewhat awkward at times) change for her. She finally had a friend she could let most of her guards down while talking to her: Kara Johnson. But she and her brother came as a package deal who Bianca got along with well enough as they were younger and he grew to the same status as Kara(the best friend status). Though she tended to argue more with him than Kara. But she did have fond feelings for him, even though she'd never admit anything of the sort out loud.
amorentia;; vanilla, thorny roses, rain
personality;;
Bianca is the farthest word from nice. She has a very short temper and can get angry easily. She just simply doesn't care. Trust isn't something that she gives out often. Her foot permanently lives in her mouth, not that what she says bothers her. If it comes out of her mouth then it was said for a reason and ninety-nine percent of the time she meant it. Lying is something Bianca knows very well, and can lie on command, though most of the time chose the truth because it could hurt a person more. And between physical and mental pain, she would choose mental pain on another person. That also hurt a person more.
She's very blunt, if someone asks an opinion about something she's not going to sugar-coat everything, or anything, that she says. If they ask for her opinion then they're going to get it, whether they like it or not. There are times where she could be nice but not many people have seen that side of her. She's quite paranoid, probably more than any one person should be. Or overly cautious, one of the two. Bianca is very independent. She can do well enough on her own and doesn't like to have to be rescued from any situation --or trouble-- she might get herself into, and does not take kindly to being 'saved.'
THE DEVIL HAS MY EAR TODAY
parents;; James and Isabella Matthews
siblings;; A younger (3rd year) brother
other relatives;; An aunt, uncle and one cousin.
birthplace;; Wiltshire
hometown;; Wiltshire
heritage;;English
history;;
Bianca's entire life she had been expected to do one thing: follow her parents and become a Death Eater. What else good was she for? She wasn't a boy, she couldn't carry on the family's name. It would be a miracle if she could carry this out. Much like children were told by their parents 'just be yourself' all their lives, all the things her father thought proper for her to know to be even a passable Death Eater(as he was called in his time, Bianca had seen the Dark Mark) were ingrained in her mind. Bianca did anything her parents asked, just in hopes to please them, joining the Quidditch team and various other roles Hogwarts offered.
Like most other children born into wealth, she was spoiled what she wanted, when she wanted it. She didn't often ask but she didn't have to throw fits when there was something she wanted to have. What she wanted most she wasn't given, the attention of her parents. That was reserved for work, their 'extracurricular activities', and to her younger brother, leaving Bianca with much of her time to herself. The attention she did get, she was either being scolded or disciplined in various ways for disappointments to her parents, including always being told never cry, never show weaknesses. She learned quickly when to keep her mouth shut and that her parents would only accept the best of her. Bianca's younger brother, though, he was the golden child, the favorite. He could do no wrong. He was taught the same beliefs, but never the way in which Bianca was. Her brother was able to make mistakes. But she was never jealous or bitter, and she didn't hate her brother. There were no reasons. Things weren't going to change with her father's preferences and Bianca would always watch out for her brother. Even if he had a higher rank than Bianca in their father's eyes. You always watch out for your family.
Bianca had always been sarcastic, blunt to the point of nearly being mean, and a volatile child with a quick temper. Being alone (and those times with her father) for so long had only made those things worse, her defense being that it was necessary to survive. Very rarely did she ever let any of her gaurds down around people (her father wouldn't be happy). The times she did manage to let down her guards was most often at her only friend's home a reasonable distance away from her own house.
Each time she was there, it shocked her that she would spend time with a half-blood. She had to control her tongue around the mudblood mother, but otherwise had no qualms with being there (though she did have to hide it from everyone around her). That was where she learned that she preferred some muggle music rather than the music of the wizarding world; it was so much more interesting to listen to. That and the muggle television, picking up various television shows that she would never get to watch otherwise, and words that sounded much more demeaning and offensive than those she'd heard around her. At school she did her best to avoid him, but sometimes couldn't get around it. Compared to some of the larger things Bianca had to deal with at Hogwarts, talking to a halfblood was one of the lesser of her problems.
I'LL NEVER HEAR A WORD YOU SAY
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Bianca closed her eyes tightly. Just the last person she had wanted to see. While Scorpius was whatever the definition of a 'best friend' was, to Bianca, that did not exactly mean that she wanted him around all the time. Not like she saw all the other 'best friends', attached at the hip. Bianca did not need a person constantly speaking to her or asking her questions, babbling about nothing at all. She would be perfectly content sitting on a couch saying relatively nothing. And she certainly didn't need and/or want a friend (or anyone, for that matter) around during the moments in which she, for lack of a better word, failed.
"No," she muttered childishly, opening her eyes and using one hand to swat his away, the other arm and hand still palm down flat on the dock to hold herself in the same place. She did not get herself into anything. Plants were no fault of hers. "Stop it." Though a good part of her knew he wouldn't. Bianca could save herself. Probably. It would take time but she'd have done it. All on her own. Bianca was independent that way. If she were to get into a mess, she would find a way out.. somehow. Bianca was a clever girl and getting out of the water would be easier than other things she would have had to deal with.. like being drunk. No clever way to get out of that or the hangover that sometimes came the next morning.
She let out a heavy sigh after a moment, giving up and allowing him to help her out of the water. "If I were in a perilous situation, where my life was at great risk, I might thank you," she said once her feet hit the dock. "But I wasn't." Bianca immediately reached for her towel, wrapping it tightly around her body. On most occasions, she would not have been bothered. But the last time she had this little amount of clothes on around Scorpius, she was drunk and still doesn't remember if she just so happened to do anything stupid.. And stupid has a great many levels. The smarter idea would have been to not drink in the first place but.. that fire whiskey was pretty amazing. Bianca wouldn't ask what happened, Scorpius may lie. Or tell the truth, but twist it in an awful way. Either one would horrify her. But she did accuse him of trying to get her snockered, even though he most likely didn't. She tried not to drink with him after that.
Unsure of whether Scorpius might shove her into the water, she took a step back from the edge of the dock, eyeing him suspiciously. That was something she would do.. something she should do. For no reason whatsoever other than she just felt like it. The backlash worried her, he was a Malfoy after all, but it would probably be worth it. He knew of her water fear, so it wouldn't be too bad. But whatever it was, she would take it. If you can't stand the heat.. "Did you come out here with the intention of playing the white knight, or did I just get lucky?"