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[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izabella laughed as she walked the halls of Hogwarts. She had been drinking but had stopped because she was on the school grounds now. Walking through the halls she looked around. She was curious to where Albus had been. He hadn’t been around for some time and Izabella was worried about him. She cared for him and despite having a boyfriend she still cared for Alby. Licking her lips she looked around then spun around once and looked around. She laughed lightly and leaned against a wall and several boys came up to her and flirted with her. She rested her hand on one of the boy’s arms and flirted back. Izzy was trying to figure out what was wrong with her lately. Alex was being distant. She figured it was because of Kara and his family but she was his girlfriend and the mother of his twins.

At that she sent the boys off and once they were gone she covered her face and slid down the wall and began crying. What had she become? She had been sober for 2 and a half years and now…now here she was drunk and walking the walls. She couldn’t believe it. She was glad that she had sent Madee home. Izzy didn’t want her daughter to see her like this. Hugging her knees she cried into them. Madee had been through it and the drugs. Watching her mother fall apart. Watching her want to die. Izabella didn’t want this for her. Wanting her to live happy without her unfit mother.

Izabella sat there thinking of her twins. Wondering what they were doing. Where they were. If they wondered about her. She cried alittle harder at the thought. Swallowing she continued crying with her eyes covered. How could her life turn upside down like this. She couldn’t believe it. She sobbed softly at the thoughts of what she had been doing. ”I am not a good mother.”she said softly in french knowing no one most likely knew what she was saying. Izabella hated herself.

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[ALBUS S. POTTER]

Albus had been avoiding Izabella like the plague after he had saw her flirting with other boys and talking to Alexander Johnson, who was a Slytherin. Albus still liked Izzy a lot and it was awkward seeing her around other guys. She was older than him after all. They had been alright at the Welcome Dance, but then he hadn't seen her until she came with her school for the Triwizard Tournament. He was walking around the near empty hall of Hogwarts since most people were outside enjoying the nice weather while he was inside brooding in his misery. It was hard to see her surrounded by boys and flirting shamelessly. He was walking along the first floor corridor when he saw Izabella sitting against the wall, crying into her knees. ”I am not a good mother,” he heard her say in French. He stood there awkward for a few minutes a few feet away from her before speaking then. "Vous êtes une bonne mère pour Madee," he said quietly, shoving his hands in his pockets and looking down at his feet. He couldn't look her in the face, it was hard enough saying something to her after all this time.

Translation:

Vous êtes une bonne mère pour Madee - You are a good mother to Madee.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izabella sat there hugging her knees closer. She just wanted to die. She didn’t deserve all she had. Licking her lips she hugged her knees tight. She should have died with all those ODs. She wanted the tournament to kill her. Crying harder she gasped hearing a familiar voice. It was Albus. Her Alby. Sitting there she glanced up at him with her tear stained face then looked away. ”Alors évidemment vous ne me connaissez pas très bien. Je suis une mère horrible."she said softly looking away from him. She didn't want him to see her like this. Drunk and crying. Wanting to die. She didn't want him to see this. Swallowing hard she let her knees fall and she sat there fidgeting with her shirt.

Translation:
Then obviously you do not know me very well. I am a horrible mother.

[ALBUS S. POTTER]

Albus stood there for a few minutes watching her. She glanced up at him with her tear stained face then looked away. He didn’t know what to do. It was really awkward. Finally, he sat down next to her and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. “Vous avez raison, je ne vous le connais pas bien. Mais je voudrais à,” he told her seriously, turning her face to look at him with a finger. He gently kissed her forehead and then just sat there in silence next to her, his arm still around her. He wanted her to know how he really felt about her. Albus was pretty sure it was more than just a simple crush.

Translation:

Vous avez raison, je ne vous le connais pas bien. Mais je voudrais à - You're right, I don't know you that well. But I would like to.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izabella swallowed hard looking at the floor. She felt him sit down next to her and wrap his arms around her shoulders. Hearing him she looked at the floor and blinked a couple times before he turned her head and kissed her forehead. She blinked and looked up at him. Licking her lips she rested her head on his shoulder. “So would I Alby….so would I….”she said softly sobbing then took a deep breath and bit her lip. ”I feel like ze whole world is on my shoulders. I am scared.”she said sitting there with him. She felt strange sitting here but not in the bad way.

[ALBUS S. POTTER]

Albus still kept his arm around her. Licking her lips, she rested her head on his shoulder. “So would I Alby….so would I…”she said softly sobbing then took a deep breath and bit her lip. ”I feel like ze whole world is on my shoulders. I am scared,” Albus gave her a gently squeeze. “Everyone is scared sometimes. It’s a natural feeling. If you need someone to talk to while you’re here, just know I’m here for you, alright? I can show you where my Dorm is, so you can come and see me if you need to talk. If you just knock, someone will open the portrait and you can ask them to get me,” he told her, kissing the top of her head. He wanted her to know that he would be there for her no matter what.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izabella swallowed sitting there. She closed her eyes and rested there against him. Why did she have to relapse? It had made her life a living hell. Hearing him she looked down. ”Zank you, Alby…I have missed you….I am sorry for what I have done. Please forgive me?”she asked finally looking up at him. She felt bad about everything. Izzy hated that she had gone back. She felt so stupid.

[ALBUS S. POTTER]

Izabella swallowed, sitting there. She closed her eyes and rested there against him. ”Zank you, Alby…I have missed you….I am sorry for what I have done. Please forgive me?” she asked, finally looking up at him. “I missed you, too. Of course I’ll forgive you, Izzy. I love you, you know that,” he answered her, pressing his lips against her temple in a soft kiss. He wanted to keep her in his arms forever and never let go of her.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izzy smiled up at him when she heard him. She felt him kiss her temple and she blushed lightly and rested against him again. ”I should have waited for you. I’m not happy anymore.”she told him softly. Hugging her knees again she looked at him and smiled. She wasn’t happy and didn’t know what to do.

[ALBUS S. POTTER]

Izzy smiled up at him when she heard him. She felt him kiss her temple and she blushed lightly and rested against him again. ”I should have waited for you. I’m not happy anymore,” she told him softly. Hugging her knees again, she looked at him and smiled. “I’m still here for you, Izzy. I’m not going anywhere. I’ll always be here for you, waiting in the wings for you,” he said, smiling down at her and kissing her nose. He would do anything to make her happy and to be close to her like this forever.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

”Alby…what….what if I marry him?”she asked biting her lip and looking down. Swallowing she looked up at him before saying, ”Not saying zat I will but…if I do….”she said looking at him. Biting the corner of her lip she blinked lightly and wrinkled her nose when he kissed her nose. She laughed lightly. Still being alittle drunk she was a bit lost but she was glad she was with someone she trusted. Blinking she leaned up to kiss his cheek then laid her head on his shoulder closing her eyes.

[ALBUS S. POTTER]

”Alby…what….what if I marry him?” she asked biting her lip and looking down. Swallowing she looked up at him before saying, ”Not saying zat I will but…if I do…”she said looking at him. Biting the corner of her lip she blinked lightly and wrinkled her nose when he kissed her nose. She laughed lightly. Blinking she leaned up to kiss his cheek then laid her head on his shoulder closing her eyes. Albus sighed and looked away from her while he thought his answer out to just what she said. “I’d just have to deal with it, I suppose. Somewhere inside me, there would be a part that would hope you would leave him one day and come back to me. I would try to look on the good side even though I would be torn apart,” he answered her quietly, looking at the wall opposite of them. He couldn’t think of her marrying someone else right now.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izzy sat there and looked up at him. She saw him sigh then look away and became curious. Looking at him she leaned into his shoulder. Swallowing hard she heard him and that caused her to look down. Licking her lips she breathed deeply. Izzy blinked and took a deep breath before taking the bottle she had and sipped it. ”I do not believe in divorce.”she said softly blinking snuggled close to Albus. Swallowing she looked at her Alby. Taking a deep breath she looked at him. ”You mean a lot to me Alby. I never want to lose your friendship.”she told him breathing deeply as she sat there. She stayed close to him not wanting to lose him.

[ALBUS S. POTTER]

Looking at him she leaned into his shoulder. Swallowing hard she heard him and that caused her to look down. Licking her lips she breathed deeply. Izzy blinked and took a deep breath before taking the bottle she had and sipped it. ”I do not believe in divorce,” she said softly blinking, snuggled close to Albus. Swallowing she looked at her Alby. Taking a deep breath she looked at him. ”You mean a lot to me, Alby. I never want to lose your friendship,” she told him breathing deeply as she sat there. Albus took the bottle she took a sip from and placed it on the other side of him. “You remind me of my sister in a way, always getting in trouble. Don’t take that the wrong way though,” he said, giving her a wry smile. He wrapped his arm tighter around her, never wanting to let go. “It’s going to be hard seeing you in the arms of another man if you do get married,” he added softly. He kissed her cheek and rested his chin on top of her head gently. “You mean a lot to me, too. I don’t want to get hurt anymore, Izabella,” he whispered quietly, his voice serious as he spoke then.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izzy was happy to be with him but pouted when he took her bottle. She reached for it but knew it was no use and just rested there against him. ”You are mean.”she said pouting softly and buried her face in his chest and took a deep breath. Clinging to him she nodded hearing him and nodded. Looking up at him she felt tears sting her eyes again and looked down. ”I am sorry. But…if you feel better….I do not think it will last. He loves another.”she said softly as she kissed his cheek. Resting against him she closed her eyes tight. Hearing what he said made her sob lightly. ”I do not want to hurt you anymore. I am sorry for all of zis,”she said softly before burying her face into his chest again.