You know you love me...(Lily!)

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the chapters !

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••• WHO AM I?
••• GALA TODAY, BIRTHDAY TOMORROW
••• SO, SO TIRED
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[LILY LUNA -----]

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who am i? i’m a lot of different things. most people, though, know me as the queen b. of hogwarts, one title that i’ll never give up until i graduate. but who am i, as in identity? why you, my diary, shall know me as lily. my full name is lily luna potter, as everyone knows, because i never let anyone forget it. no one ever forgets me. i’m seriously important. i’m the youngest child and only daughter of harry potter(yes, that harry potter) and ginny weasley. i’m the one that gets whatever she wants whenever she wants, and all i have to do is put up those puppy dog eyes that my daddy can’t resist. but what’s so different about me? i was sorted into slytherin.

yeah, the only potter in slytherin. talk about a shock to my father. he had always thought it would be albus, but no, it was me. but that was okay, i had never wanted to be just another potter. i was named after a few people, just like my brothers, and i was nothing like them. i had never wanted to stray from the potter path that had been laid out in front of me, but then i met my best frenemy, kara johnson. she and i got along pretty well, and were close friends. but then, i realized that i was just turning into another version of her. a mini-version. i was a mini-kara. and i wouldn’t stand for it. so what did i do? i became better than her, and took her crown. yes, yours’ truly had to step on people to get to where i was today.

i have a few friends, many minions, and a boyfriend. oh, chuck. how i love him. he’s my boyfriend, and we’ve been going out for four months, and i swear, i love him. i know i haven’t said it, and he hasn’t said it either, but i think the feeling is mutual. who knows? chuck is pretty good at hiding his feelings, as am i, so it’s not as if everything is out in the open. it’s sort of a game for the two of us; nothing can be straight-forward and simple, everything has to be a game. i don’t think we’d work out if the games ever stopped.

so yeah. i’m the queen b at sixteen, the one that everyone either despises, loves, or admires, and i’m harry potter’s daughter. but, then again, that’s only one side of me. there’s another side that you don’t know, and you probably wouldn’t want to. only a few people have seen it, and they’ve been kept quiet. it’s not my fault they decided to push the wrong buttons. either way, you can’t judge. you’re just a bloody book. and so now, after many years of avoiding having one of these, i’ve finally gotten one. yeah, i’m proud of me, too. anyway, i have to go meet up with my minions. there are people that are getting on my nerves, so i sent my minions out to get information on them. oh, how i love having minions. they come in handy so often. so now i shall stow you in my dresser drawer, and no one will find you. how do i know? because there are enough wards on there to kill something if it tried.

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tomorrow’s my birthday, tomorrow’s my birthday! and am i excited. i’m not doing anything much, just a few drinks with some of my minions and maybe a friend or two. tonight i have one of my father’s galas as well, just have to pick out the dress i’m wearing and set it up. i’m excited, though. i love going to things like this, especially because everyone has their eyes on me. i just love being looked at.

anyways, chuck asked me earlier if he could speak to me after the gala, don’t know why, but i’m not going to say i won’t speak to him. he’s my boyfriend, and i love him, so i’m going to see what he wants. he probably just wants to wish me a happy birthday on his own, before anyone else gets the chance. i won’t tell him that mother and father will get to before him, as we’re coming back after midnight on the sixteenth, because it’s the thought that counts, and i wouldn’t want to ruin it. the thought of him doing that is really sweet, though. see why i love him so much?

this was just a quick, short entry that i decided i just had to write before my free period ended. bloody transfiguration with mcgonagall next, and i’m just so excited! not. wish me luck!

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are they all kidding me! between chuck and kara and scorp and vic and my brothers…i think i’m losing my mind. everyone just, all of a sudden, feels like leaving me. what the hell is this? is this ‘it’s-time-to-abandon-lily’ day or something? i don’t get it. first chuck breaks up with me, and then tells me how i was just part of his big game to catch lily potter. i’m sorry, but no guy can be that way with a girl and then say it was all fake. some parts of that were real. some parts of our relationship were real. i know he’s lying. then kara comes to help me after leaving me after abandoning me with her whole queenship mess after scorpius knocked her up, and we were sort-of nice to each other, but i still don’t understand what she’s doing. and speaking of scorpius, he’s been so awol lately! all he cares about is effing kara. who cares about kara?!

and then cassiopeia, scorp’s cousin, decides that she’s going to try and tell me that my choices over the years haven’t been exactly the best. then, vic comes along and after a year, tries to convince me of the same thing. like, maybe you should’ve been bloody well here a year ago, and maybe all this would’ve never happened. and then, i don’t even know where my brothers are in this whole thing, probably still hating me because i’m me, and…i’m so sick of everything. why did i ever want to be queen b.? it’s not fun at all, and there’s so much i’ve lost in trying to get it. but people keep trying to make me think about it, and i’m so sick of it. i’ll think about it when i’m damn ready, and not a moment sooner. you trying to force me is just getting me mad, and that’s not exactly a good thing.

all of this crap about family and friends and keeping them close…i don’t know what to do anymore.

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