I can't take it{Friends/Open

[SPENCER THEO PRESCOTT]

It was worse than Theo thought. This wasn't just a woe is me thing for Izzy (or like he loved to call her, Jady). It was something dealing with Madee. He looked at the paper that she had pointed to. Theo glanced at it, and soon was horrorstruck. "Madee's been kidnapped?That is why you did this? Well I am going to find her, even if i need help. because i don't want to see anything bad happen to her. or at least nothing worse happen to her." In the back of his mind he was thinking of plans of how to find Madee for his friend. "Jady... i promise i will find her and bring her back to you."

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izzy bit her lip sobbing. Her life was over. If Madee…If something happened to Madee then she was done. She knew she had lost her twins because of the bitch Alex called a sister but she couldn’t lose Madee. As tears filled her eyes she looked up hearing Alex and she wanted to smile but couldn’t. It killed her too much. ”Come in Alex.”she said wiping her eyes before more tears fell. ”Yes, Theo. My Madee….she’s been taken from me. I knew I should have kept her here with me. I knew it!”she said pulling her hands to cover her face at the beginning but by the end she was hitting her forehead with clinched fist. She looked at Theo and shook her head.

”No. I couldn’t ask that of you.”she said and looked down wanting to cry again. She didn’t know why they had taken Madee in the first place. She didn’t know any body that had anything against her except Alex’s family and Kyle but they wouldn’t take her. They knew how much Madee meant to her. ”I can’t lose her. The muggle gendarme (police officer) have told me since she has been missing more then 24 hours then they…”she said and stopped. She bit her lip and sighed softly. ”They said there is a chance she wont be alive.”she said and looked down sighing softly. Izzy just sat there staring blankly at the blanket.

Her life was over….

[SPENCER THEO PRESCOTT]

Theo sighed gently and said, "yes you can ask me... i mean i have so many connections in the muggle world that i could use... it's almost end of term anyways... I will start my own search for Madee once i leave here" He touched his friend's shoulder as he said, "Jady Jady Jady... trust me, i will find her. Those Muggle police don't know shit about what they are doing. I'll send word if and when i find her." Theo was serious about this. "give me a week... and you will see her by your side, guaranteed." He shot her a gentle smile. He gave her a quick hug and scurried out as quick as he could.Time was of the essence. and he couldn't find her just by staying put.

[ALEXANDER JENSEN JOHNSON]

Alex had overheard all of this. He was trying to occupy the girls so they didn't have to hear any of it, not that they would understand, they were only two years old. He walked in with the girls and they were perfect angels, just standing there as he greeted the young man and Izzy. "Hello Izzy... you met your daughters, Kei and Noémi?"He was worried about her, he went to her side. He wondered why and what his sister had said to him, she wouldn't ever tell him because she knew that he would be mad. "are you alright? what happened? and you hate my sister eh? or is the feeling mutual?" Alex waited for a repsponce.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izzy was about to object to Theo but he was already gone. She growled because of it but it was week. She looked up at saw Alex then looked back down. Swallowing hard she stared at the blanket where her hands laid. She glanced at the two little girls and nodded. "Zey are beautiful. Too bad I shall never see zem again."she said and took a deep breath again. Blinking she looked at the blanket once more and didn't realize he had moved closer until he spoke again.

Hearing him she looked and bit her lip. "I am..sick to my stomach. Madee has been kidnapped. And of course I hate your sister. She's a bitch. I hope her little ones are just too horrible for her to control. She deserves it."she said angry. She hated Kara with a sweet passion then blinked a hidden tear away. "Now you may be with Bianca....I guess." Izabella knew it was coming. She didn't deserve him and Benny was right. She was broken and honestly hated herself for being so stupid but right now all she wanted was....

Madee back.

[ALEXANDER JENSEN JOHNSON]

Alex sighed, it probably wasn't the best thing to come, he knew it but he had to set things straight with her. Honestly he had no idea what had caused them to fall apart but some how they did. "what are you talking about Iza? of course you can see them... did my sister say something to you?" He said kinda confused. He ahd tried to move even closer, just to hold her hand.

Izabella looked awful and he hoped the cause of her cutting wasn't him. She spoke and he wanted to find her, he wouldn't rest until she was found, but of course he was sure it was already taken care of, so he let it go. "what happened? what did she say to you Iz? Madee... oh merlin, i am so sorry Izzy" he felt so bad for her, loosing her daughter like that. Alex also knew that his sister could be a bit much at times but they must have just met, how could she have possibly done something to cause her to hate his twin.

"why does everyone keep saying that, i don't love her. She and I are just good close friends, nothing more.... i don't even know how or why we broke up" Of course he cared for both girls, and he did love Bianca, but it wasn't like their relationship was going anywhere, she wasn't going to spurt out that she loved him, that just wasn't like B. Besides right now Izabella needed him and the girls, and he needed her and their kids.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izabella looked down swallowing as she wanted to fall apart again. She just wanted her life back. The way it use to be. She looked down hearing him and nodded. ”Yes. She said that since we are unfit parents that it was all a waste and that the girls are going back. I’ve lost them once Alex. No one listened to me. I told you all that I am obviously an unfit mother. A horrible one.”she said as tears ran down her cheeks. ”She also told me that you were too drunk to come see me and that I’m the blame for screwing up both your family’s lives again.”she said softly as light tears rolled down her cheek. Blinking she sat there and took a deep breath.

”She’s my baby but…the twins…I didn’t know they were alive til you found them.”she said softly she reached out one of her bandaged hands toward him wanting him to come close. ”Alex….I can tell you care for her more then you do for me….that’s why I said it. You sister told me you broke up but…I honestly want to hear it from you. No matter what I love you. And I need you right now. I mean…as a friend. I’m holding you back into the past and I don’t want that. Please be with me right now. I need someone and you need me. We need each other. I’m cleaning up. I am not drinking ever again if I can help it. If you would like I want to help you as well.”she said softly looking at him smiling lightly.

[KARA ANITA JOHNSON]

God! Alex was going to kill his twin and damned be the consequences. It was none of her damn business to be saying things like that. She wasn’t a fit parent either and she didn’t even have children yet! With her drinking and other things. The day she becomes responsible is the day she can tell them what to do. Alex took Izabella’s hand into his. ”No. Izzy you’re not and she’s just being a cold hearted bitch. Pregnant or not my twin has gone off the deep end.” Well Alex wasn’t going to lie. He had been drunk for days and surprisingly he hadn’t gotten alcohol poisoning from drinking so much. ”You’re not to blame, Izzy you... you were the best thing to ever happen to me."

It was the truth, she was the best thing that had ever happened to him. He would give up everything if he could have her back in his life. “Since...” he paused unsure of how to phrase what he was trying to say. “No. Bianca means nothing to me. I don’t know what I was doing, going back to my old ways... I...” He was at a loss of words. Emotions were hard for him.He grew up learning how to shut down his emotions completely, but around Izzy for some reason he let his guard down. He wasn’t sure what he wanted anymore, but the more time he spent with Izzy and their girls, the more clear things were becoming. He wanted a life, a life he couldn’t ever get with Kara’s best friend.

Alex listened to every single word that was coming out of her mouth and every couple of moments he glanced as he watched his two beautiful girls playing together. “I don’t want her in my life anymore. I need to be with you. I want to be here for you.” That didn’t sound right. Sometimes things just sounded better in his head. “No, I want to be with you. Bianca means nothing to me, just another conquest. But you Izzy. You make me want to be a better person.” He didn’t know what else to say. “We can get through this together.” Alex wasn’t sure if he was just getting caught up in the moment or if he was just saying these things because he was a little drunk. Alex always seemed more aggressive when he was drunk, so it had to be genuine.

He knew deep down he had always lusted for Bianca, but she really wasn’t his type. She was more like a very hot sister that he had always been enamored with, but couldn't have until she let her guard down. He had made up his mind; Alex bent down and Kissed Izabella so passionately that the universe divided and all the stars in the sky were as bright as the Fourth of July. “Us and Madee and the twins are going to be alright. I would give up my life to make you happy Izabella Jayden Jodine.” Alex had a genuine smile on his face and he looked at her so lovingly that a very large warmth filled the room and everything just seemed brighter than it had before.

[♥ AURORA NICHOLE ASTOR]

As the young mother laid in the hospital bed and stared up at the man that, no matter what, would hold her heart forever she wasnt sure what to say or how to react. They had been through so much in their lifetimes and having him by her side would make everything perfect in a sense. She didnt expect it in the least but she could dream and wish for it. When he took her hand she looked down at their hands before returning her gaze to meet his. Hearing him speak of his twin as he was surprised her as she knew how close they were but she had begun to suspect something was up with her a long time ago. Her eyes began tearing up at the next words out of his mouth. "Alex....I..I dont know what to say. No one has ever said that to me...No one has ever thought that about me." She was suddenly out of her element and didn't know what to do or say. To say she truly loved him was a complete understatement.

The explanation of Bianca caused the brunette to look down at the hand laying in her lap. She knew he wasn't good with showing his emotions which is why when they were first together their relationship was sex and drugs. No emotions involved when you're high. Since then they had both changed and grew up. Though now with Madee missing and her having just tried to commit suicide it wasn't looking good but in retrospect, Izzy truly believed she had nothing left. She really was completely alone and nothing was getting better. It continue to spiral out of control until she couldnt handle it anymore. Izabella didnt want to die but she was vulnerable and her emotions got the better of her and she didnt hesitate. The marks on her wrist showed that.

Izzy watched him as he looked at their twins and she couldn't help but smile as he looked exactly like a proud father. She listened and held back the giggle at his first try. It was adorable that he was flustered. Giving him a gentle smile at his words she began tearing up again but she refused to cry yet. She didn't want to ruin this beautiful moment between them. "Through hell and back we will make it through."she said softly as she reached her hand to rest on his cheek. She was so happy to hear him talk about this as it was actually a big step for him. Surprise filled her every being when he bent down and kissed her. The passion in the kiss surprised her but it made her truly beyond happy. With his words that followed the kiss, Izabella could no longer hold the tears back and light tears rolled down her cheeks. "I love you Alexander Jensen Johnson. I don't think I could ever be happy if you weren't here with me."

[KARA ANITA JOHNSON]

For as long as Alex had known Izzy, he had known she had quite the list of mistakes. Hell everyone he knew had a list of mistakes, some might be a mile or two long and others may be short. Alex's was a little more than a few miles long, having done terrible things to his body, screwing up peoples lives just for fun or enjoyment, Torturing people, killing. You name it, he had probably done it. When he was with Izzy though, it was like the parting of the seas, everything bad that he had ever done in his life felt like it was washed away. None of that mattered when he was around her, because he knew that she had her own demons and wouldn't judge him for his.

Alex, well being Alex had to take advantage of her wording and make a joke from it, it's just who he was sometimes. "Hold up, I've been there and done that, Hell can kiss my ass. Let's buy a ticket and get the Hell out" The only bad part of Alex's jokes was that they weren't ever really funny, since humor was tied to happiness, which he hadn't ever experienced until Izzy had come into his life."To be honest Izzy, this is the first day in a few weeks that I have been mostly sober, if not nearly all the way now." He just was trying to be upfront and honest with her for once. Alex was trying very hard to express himself in the best way he could, but things were hard for him, finding out he was a father, loosing the love of his life, loosing his best friend. Had life finally given him a break and let him take a moment to enjoy the little things? Alex picked back up her arm after she had touched his cheek, the moment felt so nice he didn't want it to end. He placed a very light kiss on her wrappings and laid her arm back down. "I love you to the end of the universe and back mon chéri" Then he went to wipe away her tears. "J'espère que ce sont des larmes de bonheur mon amour." ("I hope these are happy tears my love.")

It was about this time when he heard something fall to the floor and he looked over finding their daughters starting to get antsy. "Kei! Mimi!" he had started to shout, but then remembered that he was starting to sound like how his family treated him when he was a child, and that is not how he wanted to raise his own children. His daughters were a little scared and knew what was coming because this is how their aunt had treated them all the time and they got scared. He had tried very hard not to raise his voice, when he had first taken them home, but he was just learning and his life had changed over night. Thankfully the social worker hadn't been there to witness anything. He was going to try this again, he just needed to remember to keep his cool. "Girls..." he began unsure of where to go from here. Emotions were hard to express and he was struggling. This was all so new to him and he wasn't sure what to do. So he just decided he was going to pick up what they had dropped and put it back and then pick the both of them up and sit them on the edge of their mothers bed. "Umm.. what do we say?" he had started, this wasn't going to go over very well for him. "That was very naughty." So this may have been the worst attempt at disciplining anyone's children, he had spoken in such an unsure voice that he wouldn't have even listened to himself if he was their age. The girls giggled a little and then put their heads down. "Sowwy Daddy." They had sensed he was trying and knew it was wrong, but they both wanted attention from their mommy and daddy.