I can't take it{Friends/Open

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izabella lay in the bed at St Mungos. She was unconscious. One of the Beauxbatons guys had found her in her room bleeding from cuts on her arm. There was a pill bottle near her as well as a bottle of alcohol and a bloody razor blade in her hand. No one knew how long she had been in there. After the task Izzy had a break no and no one had thought anything about it. She had held up in her room and locked herself in. She was talking to any body. But now she was laying in a bed at St Mungos. She was stable so she could have visitors. Alex had been notified and so had the other friends but only Izzy's parents had been contacted. They knew Madee shouldn't find out about this.

The poor girl laid there not really moving except to breath. She would come in and out of consciousness so they didn't exactly know why but they figured she had wanted to commit suicide and would have succeeded if she had not been found when she was. They had stabilized her but they didn't know why she would do this. She was popular and had a great life going for her.

Why would Izabella Jadyn Jodine want to die?

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[KARA ANITA JOHNSON]

Miss Mrs. Kara Johnson had been in St. Mungo's for the millionth time this month, It was another check up, damn her and her High Blood Pressure. Sometimes she wished that she could just be done with it already, or never... What was she thinking, she loved how close Scorp and her had gotten since she told him everything. The one thing that hurt her worse and sent her over the edge, which actually landed her here, was Alex. Ever since she found the message on the machine that his girlfriend was in the hospital, he had gone off drinking again. She was stuck looking after his two girls, and having to take care of her own body, with her own baby, although the doctors say that it's twins. Which really isn't that unusual.

Kara had taken her nieces with her, and they weren't the best well behaved girls, but better than some. she wasn't sure if she could take all this stress on at the moment without ending up in the hospital herself. After her appointment, she stopped by to see how Izzy was doing, Kara hadn't ever given the poor girl a chance, and all this reminded her of what happened to her after she had split with Lucian. She had slept around a lot, and drank and it got to where she couldn't take it so she tried to out herself as well, although Alex had saved her. She couldn't keep doing this, they had a responsibility, these weren't her children, she had her own life to take care of. " Get off of that, and come here both of you! Now."Kara went over to grab the girls, having them play with hospital equipment wasn't the best idea.
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[BIANCA MATTHEWS]

Bianca had no idea what she was doing walking through the halls of St. Mungos. Well, besides the fact that she had come with Kara for her appointment and those evil little brats trying to pass for children. She had come on a few visits with Kara. Once being when Kara had come to the hospital after the split with Luc, but this particular visit, Bianca had opted to stay in the reception area. Just to get away from them and their incessant.. being of two year olds. But one could only wait in uncomfortable chairs for so long. So Bianca had taken it upon herself to find Kara.. boredom mostly, and maybe she was slightly worried. The other appointments hadn't taken this long.

She only had to follow the voices of the two girls to find Kara. Who was yelling at them for grabbing on hospital machines. Bianca wasn't surprised. "Maybe we could bind their hands together with--" she didn't finish speaking the idea(the idea she would not ever actually go through with) due to noticing who occupied the bed. "Hm." Hate was not sufficient enough for what she felt for the person Kara was visiting. She loathed this girl with ever fiber of her being.

Oh, how the mighty have fallen, she thought to herself cruelly at the sight of Izabella in the hospital bed. The satisfaction coming from the fact that Izabella had done this to herself, had put herself there after claiming she was so happy. But Bianca said nothing about it out loud. They were in a hospital, she would show at least a little respect. Part of that respect being to wait outside. That would have been the better idea. Instead she crossed her arms over her chest and eyed Izabella. Bianca had never been the nurturing type. Most certainly not to those who she hated. And especially when she was sure the feeling was mutual. "Are you comfortable?" she asked, leaning back against the wall. That seemed a better question than 'how are you feeling.'

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izabella laid there and opened her eyes hearing voices. She looked up and saw Kara yelling at two little girls. She was surprised to say the least. She thought Kara hated her then she heard another voice and her eyes grew even wider. Of all people….Bianca was there? Izzy laid there being silent for a good while and just laid there. She was honestly afraid of Bianca. ”I am as comfortable as I can be. Thank you for asking.”she said before looking away from her. Izzy didn’t know the two little girls. She had yet to meet them. She blinked a little and took a deep breath. Izzy hadn’t felt well for a short time. After losing all these people in her life she didn’t know what to do anymore.

[KARA ANITA JOHNSON]

Kara hoped that her children weren't like this, Alex spoiled them, ever since he had a court date to gain custody of them, but by the way he was acting now, he wouldn't be a fit father, nor Izzy a fit mother. Which would mean they would be thrown back into a home, horrible though and very sad. These two teens couldn't be parents, they were so young. Even though Kara was the same age, she hadn't ever been able to act her age, she was always more mature than the rest. At least for the most part.

Kara heard Bianca's comment and almost giggled, she figured she would say something like that. B, well she didn't like kids to much. Who could really blame her? Kara was having a hard enough time dealing with the twin girls that were playing in the hospital, much less having to take care of the unborn ones. Kara glanced at Bianca and shot her a warning look, she just wanted her to be nice to Izzy. After that, Kara had turned her attention to Izabella. "Hello Izabella... i wanted you to meet your daughters, before they were sent back into the system. Also i heard about what happened, i'm so sorry. If you want to talk, i'll listen, maybe give you some advice? i've been down this road before, just let me know alright"

Kara gave her a soft smile and then was yanked by one of the girls. She couldn't remember which one was Kei, and which one was Noémi (Naomi). She hoped that she didn't have twin boys or girls, she only wanted one of each gender. Why they even got back together, she'll never know, but having to go through Alex drinking once again, wasn't what she wanted. She didn't want him to beat the shit out of her again, she didn't want to end up in the hospital again. Why must he keep doing this to her? Scorpius would have a field day if her brother laid a hand on her again, especially since she was pregnant.

"you should know why they'll be going back? you both are unfit parents, with you trying to off yourself, Alex drinking again, it was really all a waste, and the poor girls will have to loose their parents all over again.... so awful what you two put them through" She would ahve adopted them, but she couldn't handle two girls ontop of her pregnancy, much less when her own kids were born.

[SPENCER THEO PRESCOTT]

Spencer was just on the ship writing his essay for one of the professors when he had received word about his friend Izzy had been found after an apparent suicide attempt. He shuddered at the thought and dropped everything and raced out of the place to find out how she was doing. According to the letter he had gotten, she was in the hospital wing.After asking at least twenty people where it was, he finally got correct instructions. Spence proceeded to race up to the room where she was at.

He ran into the room, crashing into the first piece of equipment there. He looked apologetic about making a scene like that. His eyes focused on all who was there. the only one who he knew was Izzy. Normally he would try to chat everyone up, but he was worried about Izzy. "Oh Sh--, Izzy what happened to you" He murmured. He didn't finish saying the word shit, because of the children in the room. and that is why he didn't add the word hell to his sentence too.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izzy looked at her arm that she had cut. She didn’t remember much of it but she knew it had hurt like hell. She regretted it the second she had started it. Unlike what they assumed Izzy hadn’t drugged herself. She had been taking meds for her aching body and had just finished them that day when she stupidly decided to die. Izzy had done it so quickly she hadn’t thought of anything but death. She had had a sudden rush of depression and made the snap decision. Taking a deep breath she sat up in the bed and bit her lip lightly. She wanted her daughter. Looking up she heard Kara and became confused. Her daughters? The twins? She knew that Alex had found them but she didn’t know he had them.

She winced hearing Kara and felt tears come to her eyes. ”Thanks Kara. You give such great advice. I really appreciate it. It’s not like I woke up this morning and say Hey I think I wanna die.”she said before looking away as tears rolled down her cheeks. Izzy knew she wasn’t fit to be a mother. She wasn’t good with Madee and then the twins…she just was scared. But that’s not why she did it. She remained turned away from Kara. What a bitch. She thought to herself and let the tears roll down her cheeks. ”What are they’re names?”she asked then looked up and laughed lightly at the crash. ”Hello to you too Theo.”she said then gestured for him to come to her.

”I…I had a stupid moment…like that one time at that party. You remember.”she said looking down. Wiping her tears she glanced over at the little girls. They were beautiful. She smiled and it made her go to cry again. Suddenly she felt weak and her world became blurry and she quickly lost consciousness once again.

[BIANCA MATTHEWS]

The surprised eyes had been no surprise to Bianca. Of course it was a shock that she was there. Even more so that Bianca was asking about her well being. Not that she cared, Bianca was being what was the word.. polite? No. Civil. By the look Kara shot her, Bianca knew she should stay that way. She shrugged as best she could with her shoulders propped against the wall. Setting aside her impatience and annoyance with the girls, being in this particular room, she was in a reasonably decent mood. If no one said or did anything to upset her further, it would be smooth sailing.. or something. Whatever. It would be okay as long as they kept calm, she would be able to.. Even while Kara was coddling. But she did hold back from rolling her eyes. Kara shouldn't be apologizing or offering those things. If Izabella wanted those things then she should get a journal. Or a therapist.

"Hands to yourselves!" she snapped at the girls when one pulled on Kara. Bianca was ten seconds away from incapacitating them and plopping them down on separate beds. Or pawning them off on one of the nurses.. maybe two of them. She was surprised Kara had enough patience with them, and she was pregnant! But Kara was right. Soon they would be pawning them off, and it wouldn't just be for a short period of time. How humane of Kara to introduce Izabella to her children then inform her that she wasn't a good mother and they would be taken away. Bianca almost smiled. If she couldn't be mean at least Kara could lay the guilt trip and get away with it. All because she was pregnant.. Bianca would stick with being cruel and not getting away with her actions than being pregnant and able to.

Someone else rushed into the room and Bianca's attention immediately went to him. She couldn't hold in the snort at his entrance. And couldn't hold back an amused look at his censorship. She, however, did not care to suppress herself. She was doing enough of that already. "Who the hell are you?" she asked, studying him. Not from Hogwarts, obviously. She pushed away from the wall using her shoulders and moved towards the bed, choosing to ignore him for the next moment and answer the question on their names. But by the time she turned to answer her, Izabella was no longer awake. She blew out a frustrated breath, looking back to the boy accusingly. "You get here and she goes unconscious."

[SPENCER THEO PRESCOTT]

'Theo' went over to talk to Izzy, like she gestured him to. He sighed deeply at her explanation.Yet another stupid moment? Oh well most people have stupid moments in their lives... Some more often than others. "er yeah i remember oh too well..." He said. and just as he finished, he noticed her go unconscious. It scared him, honestly. Horrible flashbacks and all. He had left Bianca's question of who he was unanswered. Well at least to now.

He looked over at her and answered, "just a childhood friend of hers. " He closed his eyes and took a deep breath before saying, "I'm Spencer Prescott, but Izzy... and a select few others obviously call me Theo, which happened to be my middle name" He rolled his eyes and looked back at Izzy. He ignored her comment about the fact that He came in and Izzy goes unconscious. He just went backwards towards the wall.

OOC; Sorry my post made no sense earlier....

[KARA ANITA JOHNSON]

Obviously Alex hadn't told Izabella about the twins, but with as many resources that they had available to them, well it was so easy... they were high up in the social ladder. She wasn't really in the mood to listen to izzy, plus with all her vistors showing up, she just didn't want to be in the middle of it all.

Kara smiled at the younger woman. It was one of those half cocked smiles that came on a rare occasion. "oh really? so my brother leaving you is the cause of all this, and you can't just make your own life misarable? you have to make him go back to the way he was when you first ruined his Life?!?! Kara didn't care if she was being a bitch, she was very hormonal and tired, and pregnant. She was bitchy to everyone she saw.

Kara noticed someone else in the room and glanced at them for a second before turning back to Izzy. Why would she want to know their names? why now? why were these two idiots even together? 'UGH! i'm going to kill him!' She thought before answering the next question. "Kei and Noémi" she told her, straight forward. Stupid moment? there was a few, everyone had... Kara would call this bad choices. People who couldn't deal with their normal emotions were weak, Although Kara and Alex had both been trained as weapons, so it was easier for them to hide their emotions among other things.

Within the next few moments Kara saw Izzy fall unconcious, she couldn't stand to be around her any longer. "you, boy... give her a message when she wakes up... tell her that Alex wont be coming to see her, he's to drunk and wont be sober any time soon, tell her, thanks for screwing up my families life once again." Kara took the girls by their hands and walked out of the room, hoping that Bianca had gotten the message loud and clear.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izabella laid there unconscious but after several minutes came to but just faked it so she could listen in. Swallowing subtly she laid there and listened closely to them. Listening to them talk about her and Theo. She had a true reason for this and it was just icing on the cake of Izzy's difficult year. She couldn't live without her and now that she had lost her she didn't want to be here. Being that she never thought she'd ever see the twins ever again she knew what she had to do. Breathing softly she continued laying there.

Their names were beautiful. Perfect for two beautiful little girls. Hearing that Alex wouldn't come see her cut deep. She hadn't screwed up Kara's damn family. She had always been scared of losing Alex which was why she had broke up with him in the first place but right now she couldn't take anything but heart break. She was hurting so much that she knew no one could help her. No body could save her from the pain. She listened as Kara took her little girls and tears rolled down her cheeks. When they were gone she blinked her eyes open and looked at Theo.

"I am so sorry Theo. I can not take it."she said softly and just laid there sobbing softly to herself. She felt horrible and knew she had just lost the right to see her babies forever. Izzy honestly just wanted to go home. Her life was done. Without her daughters....

She was done.

[SPENCER THEO PRESCOTT]

Theo sighed as he pulled a stool over and sat next to Izzy. He wasn't going to be vocal on his opinion of the other two older girls that were there when he came in, for fear of foot in mouth syndrome. But he definitely wasn't too keen on them at all. And he wasn't going to bring up the little kids either. He just leaned on the railing of the bed and muttered to her, "Jady what happened... something must have been big to make you end up here..." He had a worried look on his face.

"tell your buddy Theo what he can do to help. Because you look like hell... sorry to say. Must of been some bad days recently?" He said musingly as he looked to her for answers. He did not just come from the middle of the lake to be here just to watch her die. He wanted to make her day better, but how... he didn't know.

[♥ IZABELLA JADYN JODINE]

Izzy looked over at him then took a deep breath. The tears continued and she covered her eyes. She looked at him when he asked what happened she looked down at the bracelet that had Madee’s birthstone on it. When he asked again she pointed to a piece a paper on the table. ”It’s Madee…she’s been…been….NO!”she said before breaking down into tears again. Izabella couldn’t say it. She was far to upset. With everything going down the drain in her life this was the worst of it. She couldn’t lose her baby. Everything else didn’t matter….

But Madee….


Everything matter when it came to her…..

[BIANCA MATTHEWS]

Bianca uncrossed her arms and let them fall to her sides, staring at the unconscious girl. How Alex could ever love her, Bianca would never understand. A stupid moment? Stupid moments were forgetting a work for a class in the common room or your ink bottles. Not this. Look what she had done! She'd gone and tried to off herself. All because she couldn't deal with what was going on in her life. Woe is me. she mocked in her head. What a champion. Speaking of. Weren't champions supposed to be strong? Able to handle what this tournament threw at them? If Izabella couldn't handle the perils of a relationship, then how was she supposed to deal with dangers to her life?

She looked to Kara when she spoke. Honestly, she was unsure of whether Alex would show up or not. He had been acting rather odd lately. Bianca watched Kara walk from the room, knowing full well what the look meant. Kara had told Izabella's friend to relay a message. But Bianca knew a thing or two about loyalty. Some friends wouldn't repeat such a message. She decided that this boy would be one of those. She shrugged a shoulder and turned to follow Kara, barely listening to the conversation going on in the room.

She stopped a few steps outside the door, grabbing the frame to pull herself back into the doorway. "Good luck in the tournament, Izabella," she said quitely, raising an eyebrow and nodding her head towards a random hospital machine. "Could be bad for your health," she finished evenly, not waiting for an answer before pushing away from the frame and back to the hallway. "Kara! Don't you dare leave me here!"


(ooc; sorry, you guys, it would have bothered me if i hadn't posted her leaving.)

[ALEXANDER JENSEN JOHNSON]

After a night of drinking Alex came home to an empty house this morning, he had stayed in his France home for the night. Why would Izzy want to do something like that? why couldn't everything in his life be functional instead of Dysfunctional? He had gotten the message on the recording and had been wallowing in self pity that he had done something wrong to hurt her in some way. So Alex rushed to the hospital in London and caught Kara with the girls and Bianca, she had to have had an appointment, she also had an irritated look on her face. He told he he was fine and took the girls from her. They were his girls, not hers, he didn't want to fight with her, and she just didn't seem to care anymore. He rushed to Izzy's room carrying the girls and knocked on the door when he reached it.

"Izzy? you ok?" he was really worried about her. He hoped that Kara didn't hurt Izzy to badly verbally, he knew she had a mouthful for this girl. Even if they weren't together anymore, he still cared about her, and he was at least clean and mostly sober for the moment. "Daddy! the girls said and gave him hugs, Alex smiled and hugged them back. He looked up noticing another male in the room, but just peaking inside, not knowing if Izzy would want to see him or not. "girls... did auntie Kara tell you, your mom is in that room? did she let you go in there?" Kei nodded "no" to the first question, and they both nodded "yes" to the second. He waited for any type of response.